I have always loved music. Songwriting has been a passion for as long as I can remember but, for a while, I didn’t have a way to share it or perform with others.
I wanted to be part of a group, to learn from other musicians and play together. Discovering the City Lit Learning Disabilities Percussion Orchestra (Finding our rhythm, spring 2023) gave me that chance and it changed everything. I found my voice.
I’ve now been part of the orchestra for almost five years – I play the xylophone.
The musical group for adults with learning disabilities is run in collaboration with the Royal Academy of Music (RAM).
It began in 2015 and was the idea of Michael Donlevy, the head of City Lit’s Centre for Learning Disabilities Education (and a Community Living trustee). More than 100 RAM and City Lit students have been involved.
From my very first session, I felt welcomed and inspired. Everyone is treated as a musician, encouraged to experiment, create and express ourselves through sound. Being part of this orchestra has helped me grow enormously as a musician.
We don’t just play existing pieces – we create our own original compositions, blending ideas and rhythms from everyone involved. Working alongside such talented artists has made me more confident, creative and skilled.
We are treated as professional musicians – people whose ideas and contributions matter. That sense of respect and encouragement fills me with pride.
What I enjoy most is the sense of community. Playing as part of a group gives me purpose, belonging and energy. When we perform together, it’s like we all share one heartbeat.
Our conductor, Alex Thomas, plays a big role in that. He teaches us what to play, but he also encourages us to listen to each other, take risks and enjoy the music. He brings out the best in us – individually and as a team.
The orchestra has changed my life in so many ways. It has opened doors I never imagined, from performing in front of large audiences to travelling and being part of something truly special. Playing together and sharing our music with others has been unforgettable, especially when we see people moved by what we do. The moments when the audience cheers or gives a standing ovation feel like a dream come true.
One of my favourite experiences was travelling to Birmingham last year for a big conference. It was my first time touring with the orchestra, and I was both nervous and excited. Performing there and feeling the audience respond to our music was unforgettable. It reminded me why I love what I do.
Another unforgettable moment was performing with Dame Evelyn Glennie, the world’s first full-time solo percussionist and patron of our orchestra. We even played piano together, which was an incredible experience.
I’ve always admired her, not just for her talent but also for the way she proves anything is possible with dedication, passion and belief in yourself. Sharing the stage with her made me feel proud to be a musician.
Later, receiving an award from Dame Evelyn at the City Lit Awards 2024 was the highlight of my journey so far and a memory I’ll always treasure.
My dream is to one day perform with the Royal Academy Orchestra and to write and record songs with them. Because I already play alongside RAM students, it feels that goal isn’t too far away. Every performance brings me one step closer.
If someone wants to do what I’m doing but feels nervous or unsure, my advice is simple: don’t stay quiet. If you love music, find a space where you can express it. Our orchestra welcomes everyone – no matter your background or experience. All you need is enthusiasm and commitment.
Simba Ngwarati was supported by the City Lit to write this article
